I know you have handled yourself for so long, you were broken many times, you didn't give up,there may be many thorns in our path and we lose our way many times, we don't understand where to go and it seems nothing can be right,our thoughts do not let us sleep but we can't explain to anyone what we're feeling,life seems incomplete and you've never felt so lonely but this time is taking you away from everyone,there's no hope anymore and if you are feeling like this, remember one thing this time too shall pass, everything will be fine,be positive and love yourself the most at this time.