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peheli mulakat

Jab mai yahan aai thi to mere liye ek bahut hi naya shehar tha ye.. apne sath kuch khwab lai thi aur khud se ummide.. pehela show.. chauthi line mai ek shaks jisne poore show ke doraan apni aankhe mujh par tikai hui thi.. ya to usne isse khoobsurat kuch nahi dekha tha ya isse khoobsurat kuch nahi suna tha.. aur ho sakta hai mere shabdo ke sath vo apni hi kisi kahani mai  gumm ho gaya ho, aur apne aaj mai apne beete kal to talashta hua kahi khoo  gaya ho.. Meri nazre meri, nazm sunaate hue us par jab jab jati.. vo bahut geherai se meri taraf dekhta maano pooch raha ho itna sab kuch kaise janti ho tum in jazbaton ke bare mai..?
khair, show khatam hua mai ghar ko rawana hui, piche se ek shaks ne aa kar awaz di... "Suniye".. maine mudh kar dekha to ye vhi tha..shyad apne un sawalo ke jawab dhoondhne aaya tha.. " alfaaz khoobsurat the aapke aapki tarha" usne kaha.."g shukriya"... Maine muskurate hue kaha.. 
Mai jane lagi to piche se aawaz aai.. "coffee" ..Mai badi adab se "nahi, par shurkiya" keh kar jaane lagi to usne kaha, ohh ! Achha, to chai ki shaukeen hain aap?
maine bola g nahi.. magar ajnabiyon se mulakatein lambi nahi kiya karti main.. 
Roz vo shaks usi seat par baitha hua, mujhe sunta hua dikhta
ek din vo seat khali thi.. aur aaj meri nazre or nazm dono use talash rahi thi.. vo aaj nahi aaya.. or mera dil mere dimag se kai sawal kar chuka tha..
Shayad itne itminaan se mujhe sunne wala kabhi koi tha nahi..aisa laga mano mai har roz yahaa sirf use hi apne kissey sunane aati, aur vo sirf mujhe sunne..
Sunday ki aalas bhari dopeher , mai ghar ka saaman le kar laut rahi thi, mujhe vo shaks bahut dino baad dikha,
Mere dill ne mujhse baghair puuche kaha, "Suniye"aur mujhe dekh kar uski vo muskurahat..
"Ji kahiye" ...
"Kya mai yaad hoon aapko..?maine pucha..
"Jis din se aapko suna hai, bhoola hi nahi"
Aur mere gaal mere safed suit k laal duppatte jaise ho chuke the...Maine pucha"aap bahut dino se aaye nahi"?  "Kuch Kam se bahar gaya tha, aapko itne din na sunne ka malaal hai mujhe"... Aur hum dono ki vo hasi..
"Coffee"..Maine pucha..
"mai ajnabi nahi raha ya mann ki sharton ko todhne ka mann hai."
aur shayad is sawal ka jawab mere pas  bhi nahi tha..
Us din us coffee shop par humne ek dusre ko apni zindgi ke kai kissey sunaye..vo mulakat, vo batei lgta tha sadiyon se chali aa rahi ho..
Aaj teen saal baad vo shaks ajnabi se apna ban gaya hai..aur aaj bhi us seat par baith kar, usi geherai se mujhe taakta hua, mujhe sunta hai..
Zindgi Hume bina talashe kabi kabi us shaks se mila deti hai, jiski hume barso se talaash hoti hai.. jo humare sabhi jakhmo ka marhum ban kar aata hai.. jiske sath lamho k beetne ka pata hi nahi lagta..
Kya pata aapko bhi aise hi koi ajnabi kisi chauthi line ki seat par baitha hua, apko mil jaye.. to coffee k us offer ko reject karne se pehele use ek mauka zaroor dena..‼️
_sakshi_🌈🍁

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